Hit me!

December 24, 2007 at 7:37 am


I just realized that i wanted to be a nurse...for real. And it's nice knowing that what you are doing is what you really wanted after all. I'm happy with where I'm at and no matter how cruel life is for me, I won't change it with any treasure in the planet. I love my family, my friends, and my acquaintances.

Life has taught me so much that i learned how to be wise in making my decisions. I falter, I make mistakes, yet, that doesn't stop me from learning, giving up, losing, or quitting. Reality hits so hard that you have to fall on the ground with your face on its soil just to learn that bit of wisdom.

As of today, I can say that i have experienced the wonderful yet chaotic way of being human. I may be confused with who i really am (because the ego has its way of making a fortress in order to be undefiled by society's standards), but I'm still in touch with reality.

The human eye always seek perfection. They tend to see flaws. But emotions are what they are ignorant of. I can't keep up with those so I made my own world.

Seems to be insane? Absurd?

I'm neither a slave of the world nor heaven. Money is not my master and society's not my boss. I don't give a damn if I am different or if I don't live up with the society's luxuries. Say all you want, judge all you want. This is my life and you're not my boss. Some people will tell you that happiness can be found in little things, yet they spend too much to gain it, risk more than enough to have it. And after a moment's pleasure... it's gone.

Happiness is not absolute. You have to pursue it for all eternity.

Look. I don't know what this article is about or what I am really trying to say. My head's mixed up so i guess I'll just end it today in this way.

Think it's pointless?

Delve deeper.